” … have faith, love, patience, and gentleness. We have to fight to keep our faith. Try as hard as you can to win that fight. Take hold of eternal life.” (1Timothy 6, 11-12)
If you truly long for God, you always get in trouble, you’ll have hard times, and a lot of wars to win. It won’t be easy. But is worth it, I believe.
An experienced warrior knows the weaknesses of the enemy. This means also the Satan knows the perfect plan and the key to conquer you. You’ll feel weak, confused, all the thoughts in your mind will drive you mad. If you read this and you’re agreeing with me, I know how it goes. For days. Or weeks. I noticed that as I want to search God’s will more and more, the Satan attacks me with insane thoughts, uncertainty, insecurity, and I can’t be really happy.